Sunday, September 19, 2010

All or nothing

Why does it seem like we are coasting along happily then life starts to pick up speed, then suddenly it is all or nothing!  This summer has been busy, but nothing out of the ordinary.  Projects around the house, commute to work, slow day, commute home.  La la la.

Then we begin to get involved with a homeless mission and that snowballs into something bigger than anyone envisioned, growing from 8 volunteers to over 50 in just a few weeks with bigger plans already in place to start a 2nd location.  Mike is now leading a youth group on Sundays, building a deck out back, school is in full swing, I am starting my new job on Monday, and it storms in Kansas.  So Mike has been asked to go back to help with damage claims at the same time I am supposed to travel for work for a week... and so on and so forth.

I realized a while back that God was going to do whatever he wanted with me.  This new job is another example - all of my applying and networking when I got laid off was necessary to prepare me for something, but it was never his plan that I would get one of those jobs (including 3 at Hewitt that I could have easily done).  I had to wait, and learn to trust in His timing.  This little stint at BP was a blessing - some extra income and keeping me in the market while building my reputation (references) so I could do the Adecco deal.

But the point was not about me at any time.  I realized that everything that has happened over the last 2 years are for Mike.  He is being led to start a business in ministry providing much needed equipment for relief efforts.  The people he needed to meet are here and God is using me to provide for our other needs.

Jeremiah 29:11  "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

God, I thank you that you are the great Provider, that you see in me what I can handle, what I can become, and that you have chosen me to be a part of your work.  Continue to lead and teach me that I may enable even better things to happen for others, in Your Glory.

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